HE IS GOD AFTERALL
He
had a partner from ‘LUCY’, a female version of Himself. He had wanted someone (a
helper) too. When He created for one for Adam (man), He hadn’t thought of
Himself but over time, He came to like these creatures, even adore them. He
eventually decided it wouldn’t hurt to have one but in order to have one, she
had to be distinct. She couldn’t be as ordinary as his other creations. He had
given them ability to access only 10%. He had felt they wouldn’t be able to do
much damage with that little but then humans always are humans. With as little
capacity as 10%, they have still found ways to destroy their habitat, make
living unsuitable to others and channeling resources only to a few and these
are just the ones that use close to their full capacity. The many others who
hardly bother to discover their potentials do worse; they turn to violence out
of frustration, malice and envy. Some have even taken killing as a hobby and
pronounce that they do it in His name and that hurts the most. It hurts that
His creation could become pure evil; they oozed darkness and distorted his
landscape with their dark-dotted hearts.
This
was probably why He had created her. To take his mind off these hurting sights
and at the moment she was doing a good job. She was a constant thorn in His
flesh (when He decided to have one) while still being amazing. He had given her
90% access but constantly made her believe she was a 100% like Him. Of course
He didn’t have to lie about it, after all He is God, and He never does. It was
for safety reasons anyway; just in case she was to get a bit out of hand, He’d
still have the upper hand plus the universe really only needed one true God. He
sometimes questioned His decision in giving her up to 90%, maybe 50% would have
been enough but He had wanted a being close to Him. One that would have
knowledge of the bodies and firmaments and of the unseen, even the beginning
and no human could process that easily, not even with 50%.
So
yes, 90% was apt; close but not close enough to dominate, lower but not too low
as not to understand Him. She had been His vacation, companion and friend so
much so that even on days she was being difficult, He never regretted His
wisdom in her creation. Although He didn’t like it when she made him alter
things He’d rather leave in place; touch the lives of people when He’d rather
let them figure things out themselves, but He also understood that she was
emotional after all, He had made her out of the female fold. He had thought it
adequate since His creations always referred to Him as a He. Of course He was
many things; a He and a She included but the reference had stuck and grown on
Him that He now also referred to Himself as a He too.
He
felt her presence now and turned to acknowledge her. She had taken another form
as she always likes to do; pleasing His sight with His many creative forms.
This time she looked Caucasian and African at the same time. This was a
beautiful blend and He momentarily thought of making a race out of this mix. He
wondered when next He would see her true form for He knew she only showed her
true form on special occasions. He had another momentary thought of making a new
phenomenon occur but decide to wait. He reached for her and her form hands
touched His and He knew and said that this
was good.
